relationships:

so people ask me all the time why i wear a purity ring and why i do not date.

im clearing it up now.

purity ring:

no, its  not because they're "in"

my sister gave me a purity ring for my 16th birthday, i had already made the choice of not having sex till marriage, but she wanted to get me the ring.

I choose to not have sex before marriage because sex isnt that big of a deal for me. It is religiously based but i would have chose this way of life with or without jesus christ being my savior. I'm waiting for the love which hopefully ends in marriage. 

not dating:

I decided not to date when i moved to Colorado.

I don't think seventeen year old boys and girls can have real relationships when its all based on text messages and "chillin"

I think ive always acted older than i am and its hard to find a guy that lives up to my expectations.

i joke and say they have to be a musician, but it doesnt really matter. 

They just have to get me.

i like to laugh, and i love to talk.

so its easy to get to know me.

i am getting older

something just came to mind,

it has been about 5-6 years since i have lost a tooth.

i forgot there was a time in my life where i had to hassle with that pain every 5 months or so.

though now i have to struggle with picking a college, the idea of moving out,

making my own decisions, paying bills.

and i believe i am ready.

havnt updated

in a while.

winter break in texas was great.

love my dallas area kids.

im not working anymore so ive caught up on sleep

and my guitars. 

 

focusing on the future is good, people say we should live in the now.

but what if we dont really like the now, i choose to change it and look onwards.